Finally weekend.. (like no mood to study what should i do)

i was in a confusion mode ...
my mind was confused ...
of my emotions ...
i duno how should i feel ..
lol ..

i guess i really had to buck up liao ...
no more slacking ...
somehow still felt lazy to study ...
felt like no mood ,
no motivation to study liao ... zzzz
wtf ..... or was
i too overconfident to score As, then feel like wan to slack more??....
...........

.................................  today lesson .. i cannot focus at all...
and i wasnt aware abt tat if roy never told me on msn .. zzz
btw , thanks to wake me up  from my lala-land , so tat i noe i wasnt focus  =D

wat happen to me???  =.= .... i need to get my own motivation back !!
or else i will be doom for sure ...
god bless me ~

i do really hope from next week onwards i will get back my study motivations... (~.~)

my mood , my emotion ...
changed suddenly ~
when i was thinking of my future plan ....
right now ...
................... im ......... just
...smt cant let go of me....
eh,,,, (not abt bgr things hor).... is ...
how am i going to improve myslef after six months ..or even now ...
cuz i felt tat i was somehow pathetic ~
i just cant type it well on here .. but wanted to say out loud...

well ...after 30mins... means now mood change again ... its rather confusing ...
maybe listen to different type of song, may lead to the change of my emotions ba ?!?!

now, viewing around on youtube ,,, then found this song ...



its a S'pore old drama ...
this song still in my mind when i was around primary 3 watching it...
...... its a nice drama ... with meaning behind it..

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well ,been one week tat i nver post
 .. i actually got many things to type ..
but my mind sudden blank ~ lol

Bleach Ending 6 Full - My Pace



English=====
( i edit the words some .. but all its the same meaning from the song and ending)
 
count to one , and u can move forward
count to two, and u can rest
count to three, and u can think
It's okay to live at MY PACE.



Offense!
lets raise our voices through the tough times



Offense!
lets look forwards our own ambitions
Rising up for the great purpose
There is nothing to fear.
dont get lost in life
where answers dont always exist
Keep my pace



count to one , and u can move forward
count to two, and u can rest
count to three, and u can think
It's okay to live at MY PACE.


can say motivation song hor ? ...
i started to watch bleach from 1st episode two weeks ago ... ..
somehow i find "6 ending" song , quite meaningful ...

SK & sch post

last sat post ... 17.10.2009

this working uniform looks nerd and noob on me . LOL

me , steven , gordon

Daniel chung , me and gordon

Sad, the place where i working with the indonesian friends.. Daniel , Nelson , Steven .. ... is my last day seen them (sat 17.10.09)...

after that 21 of oct means today ... they fly back to their country ... sian ... lesser friends to talk to liao next time i work ..... they are very nice and friendly and hardworking too .. hope we will meet again someday ya~

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ytd gym ,,, wahahahaha ... train intensively ... tats wat i wan ....

nafa test is on jan (before chinese new yr) ... hmm , hope i can get gold , not silver...

lol ... like no shape lor .. zzzz

maybe light effect ... hahahaha excuse for me LOL

oh yeah ... lucky i got classmate accompany me .. cuz they also wan to prepare for nafa ...

tats it for ytd ~~

today after lesson went to cafe-1 eat western ,,, then headed to gym alone ..
cuz the rest of my group-mates dont wan to train .. then alone lor.. lol
then roy coming to join me ,
lucky he also gym lover ..
tats the way .. LOL

i rmb to take pic haha.. dragon boat ppl used to train pull ups like this .. cool huh ...

but i used up a lot of energy before doing this .. so cant do much ..

3 times nia, then hand pain, my hand cant endure so much weight ..(grab part)

weight on my leg only 15kg nia...

this weight is insance... 25kg .. lol .. look at roys stone face .. LOL

blue sky ... nice weather  ehh ~~

but afternoon got rain ...

....

its been 3 days tat i nver post ..
if i still dont post , my blog will become dead soon ..
lol
....btw,  Sch start le HurraY !! =D

1st day : 
new subject - Computing System
we learn the code .. it was similar to blog code ... lol
i think this will be a good advantages to me ,
cuz i always play with my blog code last time..

2nd day of sch :
nth much ..
another suject
teacher got taugh us some new things ...
like Emissive and Non-Emissive ....
its abt tv screen , monitor , etc
.. eg. neon light , LED , CRT , etc...
these are under emissive
..haha .. still rmb ... quite interesting
pls this module has no exam .. but got class test !
Total got 6 chapter ,, but a lot of thing to rmb ... >.<

During PE lesson ... muhahahahha
went to train gym with kenny ..
we two are the gym lover ...
and always motivate each other Yeah ,tats the way i like it ! LOL ...
cuz i so long nver train intensively le since after my exam =.=
felt super great after train gym ...
i tried new style like dragon boat ppl train the kind pull ups ..
wth ,, i do only 5 times, its so tough ...cuz i put plus 10kg on my leg while doing pull ups
i very curious and wanna try 20kg , with my full strength next time,,,
 on that next time i try take photo if rmb..lol
then will noe how it looks like .. wahagagagaga  =D 
......

3rd day of sch :
boring ~
teacher teach the same thing on 1st day de lesson again .. sian =.=

4th day :
means tmr .... whole day stay at computer lap ... haha ... can online during tat period
mostly will use facebook. lol tats it~

.........................
well , during sch days i sleep pretty early ... 10pm jiu sleep le
now is 10.45pm ..i use com now is just to update my blog,,, then turn off and sleep...
 i will very seldom or hardly online during sch days liao .. unless holiday..
stress is coming again ... soon ..very soon ...
ok .. i'll stop typing at here ...
time to slp or else cant wake up tmr ..

Holiday Ends :)

Time for some posting ~~~

tmr finally sch starts le ...yay

i miss my classmate and sch food ...
6 more months to poly life ...
i must score well and go second year poly ...

cant wait to go poly ...lol..cuz ite sucks ...

i just dont like the word ite ...

and i had enough of it .. lol

my future ~~ i planned ...

i wish my dreams will come true when the day

has come..

bottom....

i got some interesting story to share

...must read must read ! =D

有天晚上，老婆撒娇的和老公说：老公我的已经迟了一个月了，可能有了呢。老公十分兴奋的说 ：dear，我们还是先别公布，保密下，下星期我们看doctor确定后再说，免得空欢喜一场。这样俩公婆就很开心的睡觉休息去了。

由于他们家上个月没有缴付电费，隔天TNB的员工就上门来追数了！TNB员工说：Miss, 你已经迟了一个月了，快点把它settle掉，不然我难做啊！

老婆很惊讶的嘶喊：我迟一个月，TNB都知道？？？！！！！

TNB员工不肖的说：Aiya，Miss，现在都IT时代了，我只要online check一下，什么都知道啦，没有秘密的啦！

老婆更失控的呐喊：什么？online都能check到？？！！！

TNB员工看到那女人好像发神经似，害怕下，就说：其实你迟一个月而已，有些人还迟了6个月呢，没事的，你和老公商量下，然后到Kedai TNB settle吧。过后就快快跑掉了！

她老公听了老婆的诉控，is bei 生气，隔天请了假到Kedai TNB去理论。

老公一进到TNB就对着counter大喊：你们脑袋有什么问题？吃饱没事做啊？我老婆迟一个月你们也这么Kai Po在Internet唱啊！！！ 你们家里老婆难道没有迟过啊？是不是要我出lawyer letter告你们啊？？？！！！！

那个上门追数的TNB员工试着安慰发了疯的老公说：Mister，放轻松，放轻松，要settle其实很容易，只要给钱就是了．

老公更生气：Nia bei，还要lim bei给钱？？？！！！没有，去死吧！！！

TNB员工惟有说：这样的话，我们惟有切掉你的。。。。。

老公瞪眼说：切掉我的？？？我以后用什么啊？？？？？！！！！

TNB员工非常有型的说：Mister，你以后惟有可以用蜡烛而已啦。。

LOL !!! do u get the joke ??? HAHAHAHAAAA ..so funny !!!

NS check up 9.10.09 ....

Now is (1.30am saturday).. i cant sleep ..
i think this should be "si mian" liao
insonmia.. lol !
Ytd went for NS check up ...
tgt we got 7 ppl going ..
[ me , gordon , jing lun , dexter , jing kai , and one friend ].

the check up (most scary part) was injection ..
the part where they need to suck our BLOOD ~
na bei .... i was like wtf ,,
when they use the needle abt 10 cm long to suck my blood ...
some more suck 10 cm de blood .. damn! my blood !!!
(needle abt :  length 10 cm , diameter 2cm )
so much !!  T.T ...
my right hand felt weak after that ... i forgot to ask them to suck left hand de .. cuz my left hand stronger should be no problem... LOL
but the worse one is jing lun , lol he kana suck FOUR times total ... means X4 of mine .. LOL
............. then ..............
funny things happened ~~~
.....................................
went i go in to one station to check my heart beat de ...
the sir put somethin metal on my body to check out my heart rate thingy,,,
i kept laughing non-stop~ .... cuz i scared tickle ... then the sir said : dont move ..
then i still laugh and cover my upper body ...
second time  the sir pissed and said loudly : DONT MOVE LA !
then my friend all laugh ,, LOL ,,,
problem is i cant endure the ticklish ... thats y i laugh and cover my body ! (x.x)
....................................
after all things done  and we walk out to the exit door~
jing lun said ：糟糕啦！ 我忘记穿裤子出来！ 。。 LOL
WE ALL LAUGH until wanted to fall down ..!!!!! LMAO!

after that , we went to tong-baru to eat our lunch ,,so hungry and tired ,,,
btw , ns check up really troublesome ! hen ma fan ! .. but no choice lol...
then went to gordon house again to get games .. haha..
reach home at 5.30pm , then took a nap from 6pm to 7.30pm
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9pm , gordon ,suddenly came to my house to find me ,,
he supposed to meet jia ming and i to drink the wine tgt at void-deck . but i was too tired then dont wan,, then he came to my house find me since jia ming cant make it tat day ... haha

then he brought the wine to my house to drink with me,

 and the wine was he brought from China when back to S'pore

(VODKA , 40% alcohol ... its a strong wine)

while i tried a bit by a bit and dont dare to drink much ..

while in the end, gordon got drunk . dots .. lol

this was the shirt tat gordon brought from china ...

he saw this shirt pattern and design was very special then brought few sets

and gave me one of it ..

Thanks so much bro ! =)

..... this was the back view of the shirt ...
yup, it do really look nice ! =D

Phantom : requiem for the phantom ...
this was one of my favourite anime
i watched last episode "26" on two weeks ago ..
it was a SAD ENDING ...
becuz Zi Wei (REIJI) was kana slient shot and was DEAD in the end
this song and its mv was very nice (esp from 1:07 all the way to end) ...
if u have the time to watch it, do listen & enjoy it :)
.........
hahaah

tmr , going for ns check up ... waaa
sian .... morning need to 8am reach there ,
which means 5.30am i need to get up from my comfortable bed ! =.=
LOL ~~~ =D
thats it for today  :)

叫爸爸!

很感动的故事········ touching... 你准备好纸巾了吗？


以恩是個很懂事的女孩，家住屏東。
有一個週六下午，以恩補習回來，坐在客廳寫功課。
這時突然門鈴作響， 懂事的以恩趕緊跑去開門，
她看到一個英俊高大的男士站在那裡。

心裡正猶豫他是誰的時候 , 媽媽從廚房走出來看到他露出欣喜的笑容，
這時媽媽突然回頭對以恩說：「叫爸爸！」，
以恩心想：「好奇怪，這個男的是誰，為什麼我要叫他爸，難道....媽... ？」


媽媽看以恩一點動靜都沒有，就再一次對她說：「叫爸爸！」
以恩還是無動於衷，瞪著眼睛望著媽媽和那個男人，
決定以沉默代表自己最後的人性尊嚴。


媽媽大聲且語帶威脅的說：「快給我叫爸爸！」以恩和媽媽僵持著。
媽媽急了也火了， 伸出右手狠狠的打了以恩一巴掌，
並且大吼：「叫爸爸！」


以恩頓時傻了沒想到媽媽竟會為了一個陌生男人而打他，
以恩難過的哭了出來，對著陌生人說：「爸~~爸~~~..... 」


媽媽這時說：「你白癡阿 ~~~~~~~~ 你這樣叫爸爸，他聽的到嗎？？？
人家來修水塔的 你趕快到房裡去叫爸爸帶他上頂樓。」


我哭了....
笑到哭了 ~~~~~~~~~~~~ 哈哈哈哈...... KEKEKE!

Exam results release today .. 1st of oct

Today i woke up at 9am plus .. then quickly come up see my results ~~~~~~

below de result was during second de .... while latest de is the second pic bottom...

(top pic)this was the second exam result...

i scored all As (second exam) ~~~

but bottom de ,somehow disappoint me

( Third exam-latest results )

but this time ,,, f*ck !!  >.<

i duno i should be feeling happy or not ??????  O.O

1st  : Computer Networking was the one i sat for my PAPER , and i score A ... i was happy , and my hardwork did really paid off =D

2nd : Circuit Design is project solo work, f**k la .. i do everything nicely done ! and yet i get B =.=

i dont understand whats wrong with it ....

overrall my GPA was maintain .. only drop abit 0.010 .. becuz of one B ~ #$#$%%!!!!

my mood now is happy and pissed ! -.-ll